| | My lordie, I feel like smacking something.
My general emotion is that no matter how hard I try, I WILL be stressed.
Evidence from today:
(Feel free to skip)
- communicated with teachers about rec. letters
- checked out the common app and started filling it out
- did all my homework for tomorrow
- emailed my counsellor about swapping math classes (stats please?)
- did auditionstuff in Wind Ensemble, but ended up "taking one for the
team" and filling the Bari spot, despite my TenorSectionleadehood,
because the none of the other section members would do it (whatever,
it's not MB)
- got in touch with Forster for resume writing help
- Read deep into my english outside reading book, which we really don't even need to have yet
- Read the first segment of "The Importance of Being Earnest," which we really don't even need to have yet EITHER
- Started learning drill in MB, finally
- Finished my physics homework for friday
...but I'm still fuckin' frustrated. I still feel like I have amazing loads things waiting to happen.
Dad's continuing his job search, but for each day that that goes on,
that's one more day with too-few cars, meaning that my car may or may
not be there if I leave it in the lot, since the parents tend to be
borrowing it a lot these days.
Also, my computer keeps getting delayed one day at a time. First, UPS
was being lazy or something so it was a day behind, and then today mom
was out of the house when the delivery people came.
I'm trying so hard here; my study habits are better than they've ever
been, I've been getting good amounts of sleep, and I'm generally ahead
of the game. What kind of reward is this feeling of suffocation?
Blech.
If I can swap math classes, though, I assume a huge weight will be
lifted. I honestly hate calculus with a passion; I know everyone says
that about some class or another, because they find the teacher mildly
bothersome, but I truly despise the whole system of calculus, its
numerous rules, its arbitrary notation (have you ever stepped back and
looked at the gibberish on those papers? cosx ln4^xalskdnkv... fuck
you), and general uselessness. It'd be awfully nice if math and science
weren't so often linked. While I am interested in medicine and things
related to it, for some reason counsellers and other people have all
decided that that must mean CalcBC is a perfect fit for me.
*deep breaths*
I'll change to stats, the comp should come tomorrow, and Dad's job search is looking fine.
Hang in there, Chrispy.
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